December 6, 2009

This shit is *not* easy.

This shit sucks. Today was officially Not Good.

The update, friends, is that:
1. I lost 50 pounds and was on the right track to lose another 20 maybe.
2. I have been vegan since April.
3. I have been pretty diligent about going to bikram yoga 4- 5 times a week.

And then it all went down the shitter. I lost my magic. I began sorta noshing on things and now I'm up 10 pounds again. And still noshing. gfdamnit.

Today, even after your peptalk - eating.



Jules said...

Fifty pounds is a major milestone. I found the same thing--the closer I got to fifty, the less magical I felt. Fifty pounds lost is enough to look good, but not great. (For me.) I need to get out of the mindset that good is as far as I am going to get appearance wise. I think my mind believes I was meant to be chubby. Damn.

JJ said...

hi ;)

I had a weird dream the other night where I was Angelina-skinny (but dressed like Michelle Obama.) I LOVED myself. I was adorable and gracious and my arms were stick-thin and HOT! I WANT THAT.

I don't believe you, mah dear, were meant to be chubby. Put yourself first, and the rest will fall into place.

And dear JJ: stop fucking eating. We all know the only way to get Angelina arms in a JCrew sweater is to STOP FUCKING EATING. Stop.

tracy said...

So sorry things suck...i know what you mean...however, i am sooooo happy you came back!

Kitty said...

it hasn't all gone down the shitter, it's not all over forever and ever. it's just a temporary fuck up- which you can fix.

so, fix it!


JJ said...

Kitty, you are absolutely right. That's why I pulled my magic out of the shitter this morning and got back on track!

Kathy said...

You go girl!

Iheartfashion said...

JJ, this shit is NOT easy. You are still on your way, and will get there despite the temporary setbacks.
Hoping I do too...

Minus75 said...

All I can say is:

Martha Beck's 'The 4 Day Win'.

Informative, interesting and snarky.

Bloggers Abode said...

Thank god your back! As I sit here eating eggs restarting South Beach for the third time this month... 25 is the goal here. Here's to chubby girls dieting over the holidays! What a bunch of idiots ;)

Bloggers Abode said...

O.k., I already blew it- caved into the chocolate in the freezer at 11:30 last night. I put up a good fight!! Ate good all day and then caved. Here's the thing. I just now got a bad craving again and instead I just had a glass of red wine and I'm fine. Stable and holding. That's GOTTA be better than the candy yes?

JJ said...

I think you just hit on the New Diet Secret. We should write a book. (Why doesn't wine work for me? Wine leads to Fritos which leads to cookie dough.)

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