August 16, 2008
I have been 167, 167.5, 165, 167 for the last week. I want to kill someone. What is wrong with my fat ass? I want this shit GONE.
And now, it looks like I am going to have a Pamela Anderson Lee Rock Lee Solomon Lee bikini wedding in Mexico at the end of the year. How do I put this poundage in a swimsuit and expose it to friends and family?
I need some sort of bootcamp.
I need a boob job.
I need meth.